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John is that one person that i can never forget about. i keep having flashbacks from our past and it just kills me to realise that those moments will never happen again. it is just memories which will haunt me forever and which will make sure i will never...

Matty is really driven me crazy i really want to understand him but that seems impossible since he changes his mind every second

i really felt all my body shaking today when i got mad i don't know what happened to me suddenly i couldn't even breath it was horrible and the fun part that i had to smile so no one would notice how upset i am

i know it seems stupid but i just i wish i can hit rewind and start over our relationship. i swear i ll do it right this time

i admit it John: breaking up with u was a mistake that i ll regret for the rest of my life. I just want you back

i love to be loved by u

i reaally miss u John. I keep imagining u calling my name

i really love u so much that it hurts

i miss u John u have no idea how much u mean to me

i'm sure we'll meet again some day ;)